I was so proud of myself for being in bed before midnight, but as soon as my head hit the pillow I remembered all the fucked up dreams I had last night ahhhhh
well, now that i finished my ds9 rewatch, i have updated my tv shows page
not sure when i’ll start the farscape rewatch, but it will be soon.
also not sure when i will get back to stargate. it’s just a pain to watch through amazon prime bc then i have to hook my computer up to the tv and wah wah current technology is just NOT CONVENIENT ENOUGH FOR ME WAHHH
ohhh not much. i’m finally finishing up my ds9 rewatch. trying to clean a bit, etc.
getting really excited about my upcoming trip to monterey, ca. :D
i wanna do female vorta makeup
(ooooh two anons in one day, i feel special)
(i hope the previous statement doesn’t sound sarcastic. i mean it sincerely.)
i am… ok.
i am ok. i’m not terrible, but i’ve been having some Mood and Cognitive Distortion problems that have been coming around a little more often in the past couple of weeks.
i am trying. i am doing small things when i can. i have a magnificent weekend vacation planned that is coming up soon. i still enjoy what i am doing for my internship. my future does not look like an entirely formless blob anymore (just a blurry one).
the mood/cog. dist. issues don’t follow me to work or out of the house. i do have hope.
i am ok. :)
i feel like we have not talked in a very long time which is probably not true
perception of time is weird and subjective ahhh!!